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Post by Yukio Saki on Oct 18, 2009 23:17:34 GMT -5
Yukio was still stroking Delilah's hair as she continued to move around in her sleep. It seemed that she was still having her nightmare that was until she stop moving and he noticed her hand move to her eyes wiping away the tears that had still been coming from hers eyes. Then her eyes open and then she then looked at him seeming a bit shocked that he was awake. Then he noticed her blush most likely felling embarrassed that her movement in her sleep had waken him up. Stopping his hand from stroking her hair. Well not he just wounder what she had been dreaming about to make her move around so much. Yet he was not sure if he should ask her about since he was not sure if she would want to talk about it with him. After all if it was something to painful to tell him about then he should not force her to talk about it. No he would wait till she felt ready to open with him about it so for now he would not ask her about it. At least she seemed to be alright now and yet this situation was felling as awkward as what had happen between them last night.
“Yukio…” he herd her whisper his name and he put his full attention on her. “I’m sorry…it’s just hard for me to trust someone…after all of what I had endured…I just don’t know if I should listen my head or my heart that’s telling me that I want you…” Yukio could understand that. Yes it was hard for him to to let himself trust someone else with his emotion after what he had gone through himself. As mush his own heart was telling him that it was alright to be close to Delilah his head was saying he shouldn't. It was just all so confusing to him, but when he had told her his felling it made him fell happy since he did not have to keep his felling bottle up. Still even with how it felt to tell her his fellings he still couldn't help, but fear he might end up getting hurt again emotionally. Yukio knew he would have to get past that fear if he really want what ever this was between him and Delilah to work out. Though from what she had said to him she was just as confused as him which she should listen to her head or heart. Yukio finally deiced that he would listen to his heart. He knew that he spend enough of life never taking changes to be happy. So it was time for him to try to be happy again in in life.
"Delilah I can understand that since I am felling so confused if I am really ready to be open with someone after what I went through." Yukio said. It was true that he was not sure if he was ready to be open with Delilah. Yet if he want this relationship to work he knew that he had to be open with Delilah and even share things he did not want to talk about with her. Then it hit maybe if he was open with her about what had happen to him she would open up to him. "Yes what I went through is really painful its something thats hard to talk, but well you see my father was an alcoholic who use to beat me and my mother." he said to her as he looked away from. Talking about this made him look away from her. Yes it was hard for him talk about this, but he knew had to try to get through telling her about what had happen to him. "It got so bad that one night after my father beat me and my mother she put me to bed then the next day I woke up she was gone she abound me to let me continue to be abused and beaten by my father." Yukio said finishing telling her. He was still looking away from her, but he just hoped that by telling her this she would open up to him even if was just a little. Yet he could not be sure that she would and he would not force her. At least she would know that he had trust enough to tell her something that was painful to talk about. He remained looking away from her waiting for her to say something to him.
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Post by Delilah Welden on Oct 19, 2009 21:22:04 GMT -5
Delilah bit his lips, hoping she hadn’t shocked him too much with what she had said. Even if she had a sleepy head, that didn’t mean that she wasn’t unaware of her sayings, although it was a little blurry in her mind, she still knew half of what she was saying. Not to add that saying things like she wanted someone was utterly embarrassing for someone who wasn’t used say things like that, especially when being used so many times to be forced into actions like those…wanting someone, she had been ‘wanted’ many times and those brought her many bad memories that she wouldn’t like to talk about, but she knew she’d have to open up to him one day or another.
She knew he had told him his feelings, and that she hadn’t responded to them yet, but she just didn’t know how to react in those situations. She knew also that she was slowly melting in for him, she couldn’t hide it from herself for too long. Still, It always felt awkward whenever she was this close to Yukio, or kissing him, because there were those little voices in the back of her head fighting from the good point to the bad point, which was the right one? She couldn’t figure it out…but she knew that if she let her body speak, she would be willing to give Yukio whatever he wanted. The thought made her blush slightly and she trailed off, waiting for him to do or say anything after she had spoken. It felt so awkward. "Delilah I can understand that since I am felling so confused if I am really ready to be open with someone after what I went through." She blinked as he began talking, what had he been through, was it was bad as what she had endure or worse? She hoped it wasn’t anything worse, she would feel really bad for him if it was.
"Yes what I went through is really painful its something thats hard to talk, but well you see my father was an alcoholic who use to beat me and my mother." She didn’t say anything yet, just listened to him as he spoke, looking down seeing he looked away from her as well. It must be hard for him to say anything of the sort. It made her wonder about if she should open up a little to him. "It got so bad that one night after my father beat me and my mother she put me to bed then the next day I woke up she was gone she abound me to let me continue to be abused and beaten by my father." Delilah couldn’t help but read in his mind, she sensed the insecurity, the feeling she had known all of those years until he arrived in her life, randomly, while she was napping in the woods. It was a strange meeting they had had but she began to believe that when her father rambled about faith, that it was true.
She rested her head against his chest as he spoke, hoping that would help him in any way. She wasn’t really good in comforting people…but reading through his mind told her that he feared to be abandoned again, that she would do that too, but he had to know that she would never do something like that. It was maybe hard to get close to her, but it was most likely harder to get away from her grip. “I’m sorry to hear that…” she mumbled and bit her lips again. “It’s just that I…I’ve been abused so many times in the past…it’s hard for me to trust someone, especially when they say that they love me and care about me.” She didn’t look at him, feeling more awkward when she opened up a little. She didn’t want to tell any details, it was already something big that she had said anything to him. “But I’m not one to abandon someone…” she finished, starting to subconsciously caressing his chest with her cold fingers. She was still sleepy, but that could wait for now. She tried to keep her voice as neutral as possible, not wanting to show any weakness, used to show her strong emotional side, except for when she was sleeping.
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Post by Yukio Saki on Oct 19, 2009 22:37:12 GMT -5
Yukio was still looking away from Delilah he still felling a bit strange about having told her about what had happen to him in the past. Then he felt Delilah rest her head against his chest. It felt like she was trying to comfort him. Moving his his hand he let them touch her waist pulling her closer to him. “I’m sorry to hear that…” he herd her mumble to him and he noticed her bit her lip. It felt strange for him to hear someone to fell sorry about hearing that story. Yukio had not told anyone one about what happen to him. No there were few people that knew about his past. “It’s just that I…I’ve been abused so many times in the past…it’s hard for me to trust someone, especially when they say that they love me and care about me.” Yukio could understand that since he had said he loved rather quickly. Yet it was true he truly loved and cared about if he didn't he would not have risked his own life when the hunters try to hurt Delilah. So he did care about her a lot and would never do anything to hurt her no that would make him as bad as his father.
“But I’m not one to abandon someone…” Yukio was glade to hear her say that, but he still could not get rid of his fear. No he knew that it would take a long time before he could get over his fear of being abound. Yukio then felt Delilah move her fingers gently across his bare chest. There cold touch did not bother him at all and he was felling a bit better now after telling her such a painful story. And he was glade that she had open up to him some. "Delilah I can promise you I won't every try to hurt you or force you into anything you don't want to do." Yukio said. Yes he was telling the truth that he would not hurt her in any way he just wanted to make her happy. "And I really Do mean it when I say I love you Delilah-chan and it alright if you can say back to me yet I can wait till your ready to say it." he said to her. Yukio really could wait for her to be able to say it to tell him she loved him. all he wanted was the changes to just spend time with her to get to know her better. Also maybe just do what they did last night kissing and laying close to each other like they were now. Sure he wanted to be more intimate with her, but he could wait till she was ready for that. For now he was just fine with kissing her since he did enjoy it.
Moving his left hand from her waist he moved it to he hair again and gently started to stroke her hair. Yukio did just enjoy stroking her hair and he knew she liked it as well. He could still fell her fingers touching his chest and he felt his face start to heat up with blush from her touch. She just really knew how to make him blush and he continued to stroke her hair. Then moved his face closer to hers his lips gently kissed hers. Kissing her he knew he would never get tried of doing that with her. Her lips even though they were cold he enjoy there bitter sweet taste. As he continued to kiss her his hand that was stroking her hair stopped and just rest in her hair. Part of him still unsure about if was still good to kiss her without know how she felt about him. No he knew that he could wait for her to tell him her felling for him. Yukio felt that he did know how she felt about he knew she cared about him or she would not have try to comfort him earlier after he told her what happen to him. So even if she had not told him how she felt he knew that she cared about him and he was grateful to her for that. It nice to know that there was someone that cared about him.Yukio continued to kiss Delilah adding more passion to the kiss.
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Post by Delilah Welden on Oct 20, 2009 19:24:49 GMT -5
Why was she opening to him like that? She didn’t know…it was weird for her to say such things like that to someone, especially Yukio, for she had only known within a few days. It wasn’t like Kei that’s for sure, when she was with Kei, she showed more of her playful side but with Yukio…it was something else, something more passionate that she couldn’t describe and get what it was. But then a reflection came into her mind, was this what we called love? She didn’t know, all she knew was that this thought made her blush greatly. She trailed off again, hoping not to get too ‘suspicious’ in any kind of ways. She did like being close to Yukio and support him emotionally, they were alike, both distant with people, rarely opening up…maybe he did was her soulmate, ever since the beginning there was that strange connection…then again, she still was confused, wondering about what were her feelings, she didn’t want to say anything until she was sure of what she was feeling towards her ‘pet’, like she called him in front of Kei as an inside joke if we can put it that way.
"Delilah I can promise you I won't every try to hurt you or force you into anything you don't want to do." She felt his hands resting on her waist, and allowed him to rest them there. Oh that she knew he was saying the truth, but all of this was so new to her, that it was just awkward that for once, she wanted to have those close human contacts, unlike in old times, where she didn’t, fear those even. She still did but less now that she was with Yukio. "And I really Do mean it when I say I love you Delilah-chan and it alright if you can say back to me yet I can wait till your ready to say it." She blushed again when he told her his feelings for another time, then nodded glad that he would allow her to take her time before she would say such things to someone. She knew he wanted to be more intimated with her…and…she wanted that too, well, her body wanted that and it was expressed by her actions even if quite a few of them were subconscious.
Yukio started strocking her hair again, she leaned in some more into his hand, liking it better than when it was Kei who was doing it. She knew it was more of a brotherly way when he did that but when Yukio did so it was more of a…loving way if we could put it that way. She noticed his face moving closer to hers once again, but didn’t move, wanting to kiss him again too, their lips linked with each other, her hands were still laying onto his chest and she kissed him back. She could feel the passion he was adding it and deepened it as well. Her hands began to massage his chest, then her fingers gently traveled against his skin, tracing the muscles he had, a blush was still noticeable onto her cheeks but she didn’t care at that point-he must’ve seen her blushing so many times that well, he must be used to it right? Once again her body was slowly taking over her actions, it was her turn to break the kiss slowly to trail off to his neck slowly kissing a few parts, luckily for him, she didn’t need blood and luckily for her, she didn’t have a nosebleed attack. She began nibbling his ear being extra careful knowing her fangs could cut skin, she didn’t know what was going on with her being so bold…but she had to admit that she was enjoying it.
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Post by Yukio Saki on Oct 20, 2009 20:14:16 GMT -5
Yukio felt Delilah hands resting on his chest as she kissed him back. Then her hands started to move along his chest tracing his muscles and that made him blush more. Delilah then moved her lips from his mouth to his neck and started to kiss it. Yet he knew that she was not going to bit him and take his blood. Her kissing his neck made him let out a small moan of pleasure. It seemed like she was getting revenge on him for when he had been kissing her on her neck. Yukio then felt her start to nibble at his ear and he could fell her being careful when she nibble his ear. He was sure she was worried about her fangs since he was sure they could cut his ear and make it bleed. He continued to let her nibble his ear and he let out another moan of pleasure. Yukio was glade that she was wanting to things like this with him. Sure he wanted to do more with her, but he knew he could wait till Delilah was ready to do that. No there was no need to rush there relationship. For now he wanted to work on getting to know Delilah more. There still more he wanted to learn about it her than he already knew.
Yukio did want to know more about her like things she enjoy doing beside just being held by him and having her hair stroke. well maybe over time she would open up more to him and tell him more about herself. At least she had been able to tell him about something bad that had happen to her like him. To him it felt that Delilah was his soul mate and Yukio had never believed in anything like. Though he knew that he and Delilah were the same they were very distant with there felling also with other people. So mate it had been fate that brought them together. Now he was really starting to think he had made a good choice to leave the others. If he hadn't he wouldn't have met Delilah. Moving his hand from Delilah's hair and to her waist again. Yukio let her continue nibbling his ear his face still felt red with bush. Moving his head he moved towards Delilah neck and started to kiss her neck. He was fighting back against her nibbling his ear. Her skin felt cold on his lips as he kissed her neck. Yet it did fell soft and being so close to Delilah like this he could not help, but fell that she smelt nice.
Yukio felt he was so lucky to be able to even be this close to girl that was as beautiful as Delilah. She was really beautiful and yet he like Delilah for more that just her looks. Yes he liked that he was able to be more open with her than with any other person. Also that she seemed to understand him better than other people did. Yukio continued to kiss her neck as he started to trail kiss along her neck. Yet it still driving him crazy with her nibbling his ear and so between kiss on her neck he let out small moans of pleasure. Once again he moved his hand from her waist he moved to her legs and started to moved up her leg till he stopped resting it on her tight. Yukio finally stopped kissing her neck to breath his face was rather red with blush. His breathing was a bit heavy and moving himself so he was laying on his back caused Delilah to end up laying on top of him. Moving his hand once again off her tight back to her waist. He just lay back he started to fell some soreness for his wound. Though it was not so bad no the pain felt just as bad when he had gotten the tattoo that was on neck. Yukio remember when he had gotten it his foster mother had freak out about it at first, but he just though it looked cool so he deiced to get it. So he was use to a little bit of pain and so he just lay there resting on his back with Delilah still laying on top of him.
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Post by Delilah Welden on Oct 20, 2009 20:54:21 GMT -5
Delilah continued working on Yukio’s neck with the many kisses and nibbling she was doing for him. She blushed still and it wasn’t about to go away. At that point, she didn’t care about anything but Yukio, and made sure that she wouldn’t hurt his wound in any of her movements. She could feel herself getting hot-which was strange because she was supposed to be cold and dead but she didn’t care, it felt good too…Hearing him moan made her blush a little, but at least it showed her that he was enjoying the treatment she was giving him. His hand move from her hair to rest on her waist again, then ran along her legs, it gave her chills, but good ones. She liked the treatments he was giving to her and he was probably the only one she’d allow to touch her like he was…maybe Kei but when they did such things it was only on a playful manner, then again, they had never been that far on the teasing line.
His lips began kissing her neck as well, as if they were having some kind of fight on who could give more pleasure to the other by doing that. She could feel her cheeks warm up some more and sensed his were warm too but that wasn’t a bother to her anymore. All she wanted to have was a close moment with Yukio, like what was happening with him. She did want to be closer to him but there still had that inner fear and not to add that she was never one who usually took initiatives, all she did was obey, she was good at that-she had been a servant after all! It was her job, to obey to any kind of orders that people would want to give her but now she was free from her previous job, that was quite dumb if you added those perverts.
He continued to work on her neck and managed to get a moan out of her lips too. It was the very first time that she was experimenting something like this and she had to admit that it felt good, very good, warm and well, there were too many words to how she could describe something like this that she decided to keep all her minded settle on only one person; Yukio. She heard him moan again but couldn’t help but smirk knowing that she could give him such pleasure. She didn’t mind him touching her, all of this was a matter of love-at least, coming from him…
Another soft moan escaped from her lips, her blush was still bright when he laid on his back and stopped with the kissing. She pulled her head away from his neck and landed flat on his stomach, her body was so addicted to his, she was panting too but that didn’t stop her from giving him kisses on his chest; she was so small compared to him, she didn’t even need to lower herself too much to do so.
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Post by Yukio Saki on Oct 20, 2009 21:58:02 GMT -5
Yukio felt felt Delilah stop kissing his neck and nibble his ear. She rested laying on chest. He could hear her breathing heavy just like he was, but his breathing was beginning to return to normal. Yukio still fell his face being warm from blush and he did not care if Delilah notice him blushing since he blush already so much already in front of her. Closing his violet eyes he just ready to rest there, but then he felt Delilah's lips start to his chest and open his eyes Delilah did not have to move much to kiss his chest. No she was shorter than him and he let out a moan from her kissing his chest. She really knew how to drive him crazy and make him moan. He continued to let Delilah kiss his chest and just relaxed and enjoy it. It seemed that Delilah was focused on giving him all her attention. This still felt a bit strange to him, but he was enjoying being able to be so close to Delilah. Having a nice moment like this with her was a good thing. Noticing Delilah's face he could see how red it was from blushing and he smiled since he thought she looked cute with the blush on her face.
Using his hands he gently lift Delilah moving her so her body was higher up hon his. Then he moved his faces to her and kissed passionately on the lips. Yes he was getting tried of her teasing her him since he wanted to kiss her lips again. Once again he enjoy the bitter sweet taste of her lips on his. Moving his hand he gently let it move up her back touching her spin. Of course he was treating her so carefully since he did not want to hurt. Yet he was more worried she could hurt him since she was much stronger than him. After all she was a vampire and he was just a human. Though that did not matter to him no he loved Delilah and even though she was a vampire that did not change how he felt. Most people would have been scared to have met a vampire, but he had not been scared of that fact. Fear was something that he never really had about things that were dangerous. No he was always doing things that were crazy maybe he just never had any regard for his own safety. Thought now he knew he would try to care more about himself since he could not stand if something bad happen to himself and how that would make Delilah fell. Delilah's happiness was important to him now and he had never cared about another person as much as he cared about Delilah.
Delilah was most import thing in his life now and he make sure that he did not miss this up. He moved his lips from hers and started to kiss her neck again. Then he trailed kiss along her neck up to her cheeks back down to her neck. His hand continued to up down her back. He wanted to give Delilah all his attention and focus since he wanted to make her fell well that he really did love like he told her. His lips wounder from her neck back to her lips as he continued to kiss her. To him felt like he was well in heaven and he never wanted to wonderful moment with Delilah to never end. Though he knew that they could not just stay in bed like kissing. No he knew that they would have to get up soon. Yukio was sure he would start to hungry soon since he had not eaten anything other night. Plush he had lost some blood so he knew that his body need to food to help it recovery from his wound. As he continued to kiss he herd a growling sound and he knew that it was his stomach. So he stopped kissing Delilah blushing from embarrassment since he was sure that she had herd his stomach growl. He stop moving his hand up and down her back and moved back to her holding her waist. Once again his stomach let out another growl of hunger.
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